Enjoyment!
Thats a word which really rings my bell and keeps lingering in my mind on the way home.
A little sharing with you! On the way home I kept thinking about what happened on me at the end of the workshop today! My mind went blank at that moment when I was standing there in front of my classmates. But the most frustrating part is that lots of ideas were visualizing in my mind of what I could do while I was taking MTR. I believe that if i could be given a one more chance, I would know what to do then.
Sometimes I really found a bit frustrated when I saw my classmates full of creativity work. I am so pleased to see how creative they are as for myself I am always labelled as "intellectually smart".  So in a way, pressure has been given on myself which I wanna break it. The more I try, I farther away i am.
But today as you said, I was too concerned about the end result unconsciously as I want to make it better.
Actually similar experience happened when I was doing my ethnodrama with my groupmates who were creatively fast on production while I was a dummy stepping on the same place. At that time I felt so intimidated and sad. I even doubt whether I was such a non-creative person. Once a very good friend of mine said I was not a really confident person. That's why I would be so upset by people's labelling me as"Intellectually smart. I don't like the way they call me as like I am retarded on another side like creativity. But oI do agree that i am not confident though people always think that I am.   I wish I can gain my confidence on myself and find the way out of my dead-end. i wish i can have a breakthrough.
I have to learn how to learn and I can share it with my dear students. I always tell my students that they should not look at the end product but have to enjoy the process.  But actually i am still learning what I have told them to learn. What happened today made me have deep reflection and realiztion.

Thanks for giving me a meaningful lesson today, 群仔.  You're such a nice person that you always see the good sides of people.